I have such a lack of control on my life that I am seriously losing my mind. I have No control at work, no control at home, NO control whatsoever. Nothing I do matters at all - it all comes down to someone elses whim or decision. Can I do what I want - no, I have to ask permission from everyone.
I am becoming such a control freak because I have no control, I want control over even the littlest of things.
Do other people have these problems? I don't think so - everyone else seems to have some kind of control and can make their own decisions. Not me - I am so FRUSTRATED!!!!!
